I am a soul architect

I built the shadows here.
I built the growl in the voice I fear.
I made a building…
It’s got two thousand floors.
and when they all fall down,
I think you know it’s you they’re falling for.

The thing is that your decisions aren’t going to change.  You change one decision and you’re a different person.  Maybe I never dropped out of architecture, maybe I never met the boy that I regret, maybe I never made new friends, maybe I never lived in this city. 

Maybe I’m an architect now, somewhere else, living in some other city, with some other boy.  Maybe I stopped loving you a long time ago.

But that isn’t how it happened, and I still love you.  At this point, it’s too late to change the past.  

All I can do, is live my present in a way that makes the past bearable.

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About SleepieBear

Opinions are my own. Facts are poorly checked. (Unless cited.) Use your brains.
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